Being a grandparent is reward for not killing your children.

I took Illana with me out and about one day this last week, as I drove out of the driveway I was afraid I might leave her in the car

or when I walked into the store could I walk and hold a baby.

What about in the grocery cart- what if I walk away and forget she's there?

Crazy huh?

I don't ever remember thinking any of those things with my own children.

I just love that little girl.

I am truly blessed.