Journal Entry: May 2

5 days after surgery

So I must lay down my worry. 

Lord I know worrying doesn't add one day or change one thing. Forgive me for quickly going to it. 

I can worry while researching and playing out scenarios in my head before they are a reality. 

I trust You with my tomorrow. 

I trust You with my today. 

I trust You will lead and guide me, that You will send wise words my way, wisdom from those who I am to hear from. 

Lord help me, please give me wisdom. Your word says you give wisdom to all who ask. 

I desire wisdom in parenting

in being a friend

in making cancer treatment decisions. 

Lord is diet the right way to go about this? I believe it is. Can you reaffirm this? I know you can, but will you? 

I worry I am not juicing enough,

Prepping enough

Eating enough

When I worry about the enoughs

Then

I am not allowing

You

To be

Enough. 

You are enough. 

You are enough. 

You are enough. 

Amen.